-major cut down on spending
-work out at least 5 times a week
-study hard, super super hard
-eat healthy
-get a job/volunteer at a hospital
-be consistent
-make sacrifices
-spend more time with family
-dance more
-be more open

shoot me...

please...

I don't know how to deal. I always run away from my problems and I know I shouldn't, but it's hard. to me, it's better to just let time heal itself rather than dealing with confrontations and arguments. call me chicken but that's how I am. I'm working on confronting my problems though, being more honest and blunt if necessary, but I think I'll ( Read more... )

let's face it, I'm never gonna be happy.

what was I thinking that I deserve happiness?

other people deserve happiness, but I guess not me.

that's just the way it is.

it's exciting to be motivated. given that I'm still super fuckin stressed about this whole nursing business, I'm ready to just give it my all. talking to people about possibly studying in the Philippines is actually exciting too. at first it was totally out of the question, but now that I'm focusing on myself I won't feel so bad leaving. of course ( Read more... )

I'm finally happy =)

still a few kinks to work out and still gotta get my shit together, but I'm finally where I wanna be.

'tis a good feeling.

I really don't know what to say about it. I just hope we'll both grow to be better and stronger people. and if we're meant to be, then we'll find each other again someday.

it'll be okay, it'll be okay...

why do we change for other people? do we do it for them? for ourselves? or maybe both? it depends on how much they mean to you too, I guess. but it also depends on how much you value yourself. I've always believed that you can't love another person until you love yourself. single or not, it's extremely important to be confident in who you are even ( Read more... )

I was so busy this past summer. I was in school for 29 weeks total, taught waltz, cha cha, and hip hop for Sam's debut, got a job, and now I'm in school again. I haven't had time to relax and just sleep in like I used to. guess that's the way it's gonna be from now on. I'm not a kid anymore and I've really gotta step up my game; can't afford to be ( Read more... )