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First time going back to an old habit in years. Also, havent drank heavy in about a week until now. I guess you can call this a relapse. I've become a pretty good liar and actor in the script of my own events.
I'm starting to question fate and wonder if it's truly what we make or something we cant avoid.
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Thoughts via lyrics. 3-7-11
A letter to me from a less sane version of my own self ( Read more... ) -
Rough draft, script from the heart, made of fault, forged of love.
Had a talk with someone tonight. it's odd how an unfamiliar Machine, and ununiform keyboard makes you feel ( Read more... ) -
Long time
I now work for smag in i.t. services. Im no longer with my on/off girlfriend of two years. I ate a burger with mayo on it today. Thats never happened. Vodka is still my favorite. My left eye lid has twitched for a month solid now.
This is my life, lots changed but.... i guess not.
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I'm facing some old demons. I'm honestly not sure where this is heading or even entirely sure what im doing.
This could be beautiful or extremely dangerous.
I mean, if something nearly kills you the first time, is it safe the second?
I'm not sober all the time
You bring me down at least you try
Until we see this eye to eye
I don't want you
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"He sure as hell paid for that mistake..."
I used to be such a burning example,
I used to be so original.
I used to care, I was being cared for.
Made sure I showed it to those that I love.
I used to sleep without a single stir,
'Cause I was about my father's work.
Well take me out tonight,
This ship of fools I'm on will sink.
I'm my own stone around my neck,
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I'm really tired of being that worthless fuck up who never gets more than a pat on the back and good wishes on the best of days.
Learned my lesson this time.
I'm either going full force or im going under the bridge. I dont know which. -
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"We’ll still find someone to be everything we know that you’ll never be ( Read more... ) -
Meet me.
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fuck, man. i just dont even know if i can do this anymore.