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"We’ll still find someone to be everything we know that you’ll never be"
At this point, i accept my family has replaced me. Nothing i say means a fucking whole hell of a lot against her feelings.
I fell in love with an old friend who showed up saying all the things i said were required before id ever fall again. Now shes cooking pain pills and shooting up.
I dont want to fuck anyone. I dont want to kiss anyone. I dont intent on going any fucking where near anyone without a god damned contract, signed and embossed.
I start my new job Monday, and while i should be utterly happy, I'm so fucking sickly enraged, I dont give a fuck about shit other than this bottle being half empty..
where is my mother fucking sun rise?
not a new job.
not welcome home.
not we love you son.
what is my god damned mother fucking happy fucking solace anymore?
razors dont hurt enough.
alcohol isnt strong enough to block the dreams
the dreams arent good enough and i just wake up screaming.
whats the fucking point?
life with no sleep and lots of vodka? fuck.
i fucking guess so.
At this point, i accept my family has replaced me. Nothing i say means a fucking whole hell of a lot against her feelings.
I fell in love with an old friend who showed up saying all the things i said were required before id ever fall again. Now shes cooking pain pills and shooting up.
I dont want to fuck anyone. I dont want to kiss anyone. I dont intent on going any fucking where near anyone without a god damned contract, signed and embossed.
I start my new job Monday, and while i should be utterly happy, I'm so fucking sickly enraged, I dont give a fuck about shit other than this bottle being half empty..
where is my mother fucking sun rise?
not a new job.
not welcome home.
not we love you son.
what is my god damned mother fucking happy fucking solace anymore?
razors dont hurt enough.
alcohol isnt strong enough to block the dreams
the dreams arent good enough and i just wake up screaming.
whats the fucking point?
life with no sleep and lots of vodka? fuck.
i fucking guess so.