the way it's difficult to discern between ( Read more... )

i'm beads of successes and failures strung loosely around your neck. when the weight of one exceeds the other i'm tossed in the corner. left clinging to dust and chewed gum. to you, i'm not something worn proudly (a chore to put on). neither talisman or trinket, to you. is it because i'm worn out? thread barren? or do i itch the soft subtle skin ( Read more... )

are the same but our talents are not.

today my extreme tendencies were revisited. accounts of desperation, reminded. when i passed him in the market. her tagging close behind. i wasn't even bothered to look. i knew then i had moved on. it's nice knowing growth is still a possibility.

nathan.

the family crowded into my parents unfinished master bathroom. the jacuzzi tub still hadn't been closed in. it was dark, the lights had not been wired. because the small backyard ran up against a steep 20 ft slope of exposed rock complete with miles of mature forest on top; the new top floor extension was the only place you could see the moon above ( Read more... )

everything is perfect and as it should be.

it's about acceptance not perfection.

nathan.

hands account for one fifth your experience of existence ( Read more... )

i don't even believe it's you i desire anymore, but the though of that which you represent. i can no longer recall the details of this desire because i have become distracted by those you have denied me of more recently. leaving me unable to investigate my actions. making it impossible for me to locate that fatal flaw. i feel like a tragic hero and ( Read more... )

dictionary.com defines ( Read more... )

in three hundred and sixty five days.
thanks for the foot rub.

nathan.

exemplified in the number of times i log on to see your face. or reread all your texts ( Read more... )