and so it is..
i don't even believe it's you i desire anymore, but the though of that which you represent. i can no longer recall the details of this desire because i have become distracted by those you have denied me of more recently. leaving me unable to investigate my actions. making it impossible for me to locate that fatal flaw. i feel like a tragic hero and your not interested enough to stick around for what happens next act.
at the moment i have been infected with this insatiable longing. one i cannot seem to satisfy. i'm hoping for catharsis. yet, i'm looking and checking. and when i'm not thinking about you it's because i'm insistently thinking about, not thinking about you. more than a plague to my being the thought of you has infested my core.
i'm holding on tight and pulling hard. however i've foolishly allowed you to run deep. meaning that pain and resistance are high. all i'm really looking for is an answer. thats a lie. all i'm really looking is for someone who loves me and is faithful. however, i'd still really appreciate an explanation.
nathan.
at the moment i have been infected with this insatiable longing. one i cannot seem to satisfy. i'm hoping for catharsis. yet, i'm looking and checking. and when i'm not thinking about you it's because i'm insistently thinking about, not thinking about you. more than a plague to my being the thought of you has infested my core.
i'm holding on tight and pulling hard. however i've foolishly allowed you to run deep. meaning that pain and resistance are high. all i'm really looking for is an answer. thats a lie. all i'm really looking is for someone who loves me and is faithful. however, i'd still really appreciate an explanation.
nathan.