conflicted..
dictionary.com defines:
con·flict·ed
-adjective
full of conflicting emotions or impulses: a situation that makes one feel very conflicted.
Psychology A psychic struggle, often unconscious, resulting from the opposition or simultaneous functioning of mutually exclusive impulses, desires, or tendencies.
your state saddens me. however i cannot say it is one i myself am alien to. i wish i knew the answer to your question. for it is one that has plagued me far too often in my past. it is the same emotion that lead me to create such a convoluted history of disappointment and an inability to secure that i (once) desired more than anything else.
i wish i could find the right action that would cure you this emotion. but that would be a childish expectation. for i can't make you see me the way that i see you. and if it is any consolation: i not only, understand your current stance but relate to it. for i have embodied it with my entire being. and if i have learned anything from it, it is that there is no fighting it. time is the only remedy i have found.
time to reflect will provide you with the opportunity to determine whatever it is that is important to you. once you have identified your priorities; time will allow you to determine the path you must then take to achieve that which you desire. you, like myself, have been blessed with this need for time. i suppose it is now up to you how you choose to use it. my recommendation is not to waste it. for opportunities like this rarely present themselves when they are needed.
if you do choose to reflect with the time given. if you are successful in figuring out that which will make you happy in your life and all that includes, congratulations! and if that includes me in some capacity.. please do me the pleasure and enlighten me. if time provides you with an alternate response please respect me and my efforts to comprehend and comply. please forgive me for my weaknesses and appreciate my stance.
i don't know why it is that i feel like this is my opportunity to sell myself. an opportunity i am fully going to decline. for i believe you know the comfort of my seats. i have already shown you the scratches in my paint job. you've inspected the wear experienced by my tires. and you've been given the opportunity to feel the traction they've retained.
a choice is now yours to make. ask yourself, have you realized a keeper in this lot? remember, there are at least 10 more down the street and another dozen in the next town over (all housing a verity of options from jalopies to hybrids). and what are your payment options? are you looking to rent? lease to own? or are you prepared to make a purchase?
i'm offing you an chance to step inside. close the door if you like. really check out the contour. wait a while if need be. consider all your options and get back to me. i haven't even drawn up any paperwork. i'm waiting on approval.
be well,.
<3
con·flict·ed
-adjective
full of conflicting emotions or impulses: a situation that makes one feel very conflicted.
Psychology A psychic struggle, often unconscious, resulting from the opposition or simultaneous functioning of mutually exclusive impulses, desires, or tendencies.
your state saddens me. however i cannot say it is one i myself am alien to. i wish i knew the answer to your question. for it is one that has plagued me far too often in my past. it is the same emotion that lead me to create such a convoluted history of disappointment and an inability to secure that i (once) desired more than anything else.
i wish i could find the right action that would cure you this emotion. but that would be a childish expectation. for i can't make you see me the way that i see you. and if it is any consolation: i not only, understand your current stance but relate to it. for i have embodied it with my entire being. and if i have learned anything from it, it is that there is no fighting it. time is the only remedy i have found.
time to reflect will provide you with the opportunity to determine whatever it is that is important to you. once you have identified your priorities; time will allow you to determine the path you must then take to achieve that which you desire. you, like myself, have been blessed with this need for time. i suppose it is now up to you how you choose to use it. my recommendation is not to waste it. for opportunities like this rarely present themselves when they are needed.
if you do choose to reflect with the time given. if you are successful in figuring out that which will make you happy in your life and all that includes, congratulations! and if that includes me in some capacity.. please do me the pleasure and enlighten me. if time provides you with an alternate response please respect me and my efforts to comprehend and comply. please forgive me for my weaknesses and appreciate my stance.
i don't know why it is that i feel like this is my opportunity to sell myself. an opportunity i am fully going to decline. for i believe you know the comfort of my seats. i have already shown you the scratches in my paint job. you've inspected the wear experienced by my tires. and you've been given the opportunity to feel the traction they've retained.
a choice is now yours to make. ask yourself, have you realized a keeper in this lot? remember, there are at least 10 more down the street and another dozen in the next town over (all housing a verity of options from jalopies to hybrids). and what are your payment options? are you looking to rent? lease to own? or are you prepared to make a purchase?
i'm offing you an chance to step inside. close the door if you like. really check out the contour. wait a while if need be. consider all your options and get back to me. i haven't even drawn up any paperwork. i'm waiting on approval.
be well,.
<3