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May 05, 2009 14:45

I give up

I completely and utterly just give up

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what? twstedsafetypin May 24 2009, 04:03:12 UTC
.....whuh? what do you mean?

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Re: what? creatngnewscars May 24 2009, 23:37:51 UTC
just so much shit going on here I've just reached that point where I just give up and dont even give a shit anymore. Long story and just eh. I know not very informative but its been a lot for me. I'll try to get replying to our things again if things ever calm down here but for now i've just needed time to myself and try to manage getting my life back under control.

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Re: what? twstedsafetypin May 25 2009, 02:15:43 UTC
no, i understand.

ya just kinda worried me there when i read that.

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Re: what? creatngnewscars May 25 2009, 07:02:50 UTC
haha no. I wasnt going to kill myself though i really do appreciate your concern ♥ I'll admit there have been times its crossed my mind but others I'm far to stubborn to let somebody or even something get the best of me like that so keep on going forward just to prove them wrong. I'm a taurus by zodiac and way damn proud of it because it's really saved my life more times then I really know because of that. I just come out of it stronger in a way ( ... )

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hellloooo. twstedsafetypin July 8 2009, 04:22:05 UTC
it's been a while, eh? i suppose you're busy, or things haven't been the best....hope you're doing alright.

i uhhh.....i pierced my lip about a month or so ago....and i'm totally and utterly fanatical about Jackass that i've never obsessed over anything this badly before.....that's about it.

how're you...?......nice dragon icon thingy.

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Re: hellloooo. creatngnewscars July 8 2009, 21:08:11 UTC
A little of both actually. Had fathers day and like three birthdays all together so was out on errands or with friends so theres the busy and the 'best' part? Well IDK. I'm still just as confused/frustrated as I was about it all but at least most the things have gone away and its settled a little better ( ... )

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Re: hellloooo. twstedsafetypin July 9 2009, 01:13:27 UTC
ugh, that had to be hell.....undertsandable though...jeez, i've just been all caught up with all the celebrities dying like Billie Mays & Micahel Jackson --- i didn't like his music, but he wasn't a bad guy like people say.....I HEARD THAT THEY LOST HIS BODY ( ... )

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Re: hellloooo. creatngnewscars July 9 2009, 22:46:57 UTC
People have been assholes and pretty much lying to my face, some of my rp partners just have been fucking me over. There was drama in the comm, drama with the 'friend' as hell I dont even know what he is anymore boyfriend or ex. We get along but things are just...weird and more often then not I just want to bang my head into the wall. Ed Mcahon (sp?) and Farah Fawcet died to then just recently some NFL player and the Oscar Myer dude. Theyre going down like flies. and I havent heard that. I heard it was just a 'memorial service' for fans and the parents/family was at the cemetary to bury him. Idk tho ( ... )

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Weee creatngnewscars August 4 2009, 21:31:48 UTC
My parents had to file Bankruptcy just this past summer because the debt got too bad and couldn't pay our bills. Everybody is hurting and though people compare it to the great depression its actually worse. back then the national unemployment was only like 13percent or something while some states are as much as 15 by themselves so. I'm lucky I still even have a job and bringing in some cash ( ... )

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Re: Weee twstedsafetypin August 4 2009, 22:57:59 UTC
oh man....sorry to hear that. my mom hasn't had a job in years, not since after my dad died. she's been scrounging for moeny everywhere, and we're really starting to lose it ( ... )

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Re: Weee creatngnewscars August 5 2009, 20:43:00 UTC
Is she just having trouble finding one with whats going on around here or just not the time to look. Either way thats hard and sorry to hear to. I hope things go better ( ... )

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Re: Weee twstedsafetypin August 6 2009, 01:49:55 UTC
a little of both. it's just so hard up here because our part of pennsylvania is practically in the middle of freaking no where ( ... )

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part 2, new thread. twstedsafetypin August 11 2009, 01:07:21 UTC
that's happened to my mom and she didn't even go to college. i know, you'd figure, cuz really, what's wrong with being OVER qualified. the only smart person in my family that i even have a shrivel of respect for is my uncle mike. it's happened to him, too, and he went to college. he's a genius....and the onyl one who can beat me in Trivial Pursuit. i don't know why people criticize bussers, it's not that bad, and come to think of it, neither are janitors like people say. my friend's dad is one, and he's a great guy now...he was even a greta guy when he wasn't sober, but he is and he's really cool. people underestimate too much ( ... )

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Part 1 creatngnewscars August 11 2009, 02:56:27 UTC
It kind of randomly makes me think of that part in the first Jackass when he puts the alligator in his moms kitchen and she completly flips out lmao. now that was like the best thing ever. And snakes are always moving so how could Bam not think it wasn't real? -blink- because their togues are flicking or a part of them moves. The only way to tell if a snake is asleep is its tongue isnt going. They dont have eyelids. My father had graduated from some big engineering school and worke dfor this huge company for the longest time but it had made cuts and he'd been one of the unfortunate few who got laid off and since then he's had trouble getting a real job. he works at a gas station now ( ... )

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Part 2 creatngnewscars August 11 2009, 02:57:05 UTC
A lot of the problem to is (it happened to my boyfriends mother) is because you have so much experience you expect to be paid more and a lot of companies are cheap or suffering in the economy and can't afford to give you ridiculous amount per hour when they can higher somebody for half the price and just train them. She finally did manage to get a job but its way the fuck in Phoenix so its hard for her. She almost lost her house tho money had gotten so tight. And because bussers are like burger flippers. It's a dead end job that will get you nowhere in life and some bussers dont make crap for money. People are all about 'places in life' so yeah like you said people underestimate too much. Hell on an AVERAGE night, not even busy i make 11-12 dollars an hour, busy nights as much as 19. I know i couldn't get that at a normal job. I know cuz id applied to places. they offered only 10 or 10.50 and that was AFTER raises when youd been there a year ( ... )

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Re: Part 2 twstedsafetypin August 11 2009, 03:21:29 UTC
XD. i love thatpart....y'know, April actually put out a cookbook called "There's an Alligator in my Kitchen". haha....it's Bam, do you really question his lack of intelligence?...my uncle got laid off from his job when the news staion he worked at got a new owner. he was just a reporter and shit, but still pretty important ( ... )

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