there has to be something wrong if i am writing in a live journal again ( Read more... )

I feel worse than a teenager lately, maybe that's the difference between adulthood and teenagism you figure out how to hide it better with maturity? Adult agnst? Is it possible? Or just misanthropic, I dont know and dont care anymore ( Read more... )

you should never feel hate for yourself nor anybody else.

I feel empty and alone.

I need something to change. Or I need to change.

Wine is my friend.

I am lonely.

no excitement in my life ever.

I want the feeling of new.

I will never do.

Self sabotaging.

Yep. That is all.

I guess we'll never be equal.

I guess things don't change much.

by the way Fuck New Jersey ( Read more... )

You're lips don't feel the same as they used to ( Read more... )

It took me awhile to figure out my password since it's been a long time. Well here goes. I live in NJ, I am buying a home. I work as a secretary/sales. I am busy constantly. INcredibly antisocial. I'd rather not leave the house unless for work, or a soda. I am not 21 going on 22. I am and will always be poor. I want to become an architect. I am ( Read more... )

I feel like most of the time I dont know who I am anymore ( Read more... )