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It took me awhile to figure out my password since it's been a long time. Well here goes. I live in NJ, I am buying a home. I work as a secretary/sales. I am busy constantly. INcredibly antisocial. I'd rather not leave the house unless for work, or a soda. I am not 21 going on 22. I am and will always be poor. I want to become an architect. I am going to go to school for autocad. I am a fulltime pain in the ass about commitment to projects, organization, and budgets. I have no free time. I create artwork. I drive a hyundai. I live in a white trash house. I have one cat now, my other one had to be put to sleep. Like every human being adult, I hate my life. I am not drama. I am not sensible. I am not incredibly intelligent. I enjoy beaches and forests. I am still trying to figure everything out. I don't have friends anymore. I had a ton of them at one point and then something happened. I attempt to not take medications. I am no longer a sick kid. I am not a cosmetologist, I quit that. Cory and I have a cat nicknamed shit head. My other cat's named Ebin after the sublime song, and Sammy rest in peace was my orange and white cow. Cory and I have been together going on 3 years. I feel like I should still be in highschool. I never went to my prom which I have no regrets. I regret going to millcreek. I am a motivated person, just with a fear of failing. I am a perfectionist but air headed, the two don't go together well. I am destined to do something, I haven't figured it out yet. I don't really want to have kids. I will never have money to go to college. And I hate doing laundry but love clean clothes.