It's finally over. Last night I told the girl who is still in my heart goodbye. But after me and two other people she fucked over cursed her out. This chick had the nerve to go back and forth saying one chick was saying this and the other was saying that. All the time it was her telling the other a lie to make someone feel sorry for her. I ( Read more... )

Too much on my mind and I don't know what to do next. I finally talked to her and of course I did not get the answers that I wanted. She claims she doesn't like this girl and that the other likes her. But why would someone you keep telling to fall back keep on coming? Why is her picture with your id cards? Yes, this girl has a picture of her ( Read more... )

Or maybe not, ok so yeah I finally caught up with her but dammit I need my hair braided so I was trying to be nice until I got it done. Didn't happen so I am stuck with another fro this week. But that's cool I am use to my hair. But I was kind of mean to her. I threw her crutches at her when she said she wasn't going to go inside with me and my ( Read more... )

I hate her. I hate me. And yeah I hate you. I hate everything right now. Why cause bitch I can. You know it's hard to end a relationship when the bitch you trying to end it with keeps ducking and dodging you. Dumb ass called me and gets testy with me and ask me why didn't I answer my phone when she called? When did you call? The other day ( Read more... )

Probably nobody will read this but what the hell I don't care. That way when nobody reads this nobody can get offended. Any way, my life is somewhat ok. I am still working, on the verge of owning a home, and last but not least I will be kicking my so called girlfriend to the side. I don't know why I keep getting in to relationships with girls ( Read more... )

Yesterday was Valentine's Day and I welcomed it even though I was alone. I have gotten used to being by myself. Some folks are afraid of being alone and here my crazy ass is here welcoming it. I mean it would be nice to go out with someone but why get caught up in someone else who might not like you the same way in return. Plus I got so caught ( Read more... )

I am going to talk. I am going to talk about her finally. For the past few weekends I have done something I have not been able to do in a long time. Stay home. Yes, me the work-a-holic has not gone to work. I haven't because of her. She doesn't need me anymore. Kind of heartbreaking when you think about it but I understand. For eight months ( Read more... )

But it seems I have some bogus ass friends. Best one included. Man I have never felt so mad at folks I called friends this past year. I am about to start my I don't need anyone but God and my family slogan ( Read more... )

It's been forever but then again did anyone really care or notice? Sometimes I really wonder if the people who say they care really do? Maybe me being sleep deprived is getting to me. Nothing like working 67 hours a week. So yeah I am still alive, it's cold here and Christmas is almost here. I had a birthday, my so called friend crapped a ( Read more... )

Oh my it's been like forever since I have put anything on here. But I haven't been online much. Thanks to you really suck MCI and my job. I figured since I have nothing else to do in life I figured they might as well take on a night shift job. I keep saying I am going to ask for weekends off but I haven't yet. I am such a sucker for these old ( Read more... )