so hi... to no one. haha. im not sure why i decided to go to this site, but i did and it really weird. i know no one ever goes on this site anymore. heck no one even goes on myspace anymore. its all facebook and twitter and of course you tube for brie and i. so why am i writing? i havent updated for over a year and yet once again so much has ( Read more... )

so um wow its been a while. so much has changed. i remember when i use to be on this site all day long with every one. and now i dont think any ones goes on anymore. i dont know if this post will ever get read by anyone soon or days, months, years down the road. but i feel i need to get things out and im writing it here, knowing people might see.

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hmm i havnt updated in this thing for a while ( Read more... )

 (001) Your gender: female ( Read more... )

hey all, just thought i'll update, since i havent for a long time ( Read more... )

cant handle being home any more. cant handle these panic attacks. cant handle life at this point!

Happy New Years every one! okay this year has been life changing of course once again. the new group of friends i have are the best i have ever had. always there for me either to go to their house, call or IM. i'm putting the past behind me; Andy, Rob, events, trips and scares, its all behind and now i need to figure out what is my next step: loose ( Read more... )

 i dont think ive everhated a mother and her son so much as i do right now towards rob and camille. i didnt get any sleep last night, threw up cuz im that sick of ths bull shit that they keep on doing. the police are involde now, cant really say much. its bad enough of where i dont want to come home this weekend or on Halloween, maybe not even ( Read more... )

when the hell will people start beleiving me that some people WILL NOT change and they will sell us out over and over again, and yet people still go back to him thinking he's chosen a side to be on, he hasnt. so far this year has been interesting, two parts, two stories, two lifes, two guys. shit with andy is coming up again which i just dont need ( Read more... )

okay so yeah this week was 100% AWESOME, lol. yeah it was sad when it came to my family with pete dying and all, but idk, i still had so much fun ( Read more... )