So yea, i'm not talking to Matt anymore. I'm sick of it. I'm ruining his relationship with Melanie because i still love him. Well fuck that and fuck her. Even if she doesn't like me, she has NO right to call me a cunt, especially since she's never met me. It's complete and utter bullshit. I don't know her, i don't deserve to be called a cunt ( Read more... )

long time no post. oh well, i'll live i guess. I don't feel like typing everything thats been happening, i type all that on MySpace. I did meet with my army recruiter on Thursday and it was AWESOME! So yea, i took the SASVAB's which is like a pre-test for the ASVAB's and i got a 76 on it. The national average on it is a 44!!!! He said i must ( Read more... )

Down in Florida you have to take a 4 hour drug and alcohol course in order to get your permit. Fun right? You can either take it on-line, or in a class. Naturally, i'm taking it on-line as we speak (well, as i write). Yea, it's SUPER BORING. I finished this page like 26 minutes early! AAAHHH! SO yea, i'm just bored out of my mind. I'm going ( Read more... )

Holy Jesus it's been awhile. Oh well. So yea, i had exams today and yesterday... those were fun. I'm on the computer only because i'm not going to 1st or 2nd tomorrow because i'm going from school to the clinic. I don't know how i'm going to pull that one off... somehow i have to get off campus with no one seeing in the morning when everyone's ( Read more... )

Long time no post... LiveJournal is now blocked at school and i'm grounded from the computer. So how am i on? I told them i had to do school worj >snickers<. So yea, i went to school today even though i felt like shit. I went to the clinic during 2nd hour and then left because i felt like i was going to puke. So yea, daddy picked me up. I ( Read more... )

John's coming down! Woo hoo! He's coming the 11th and leaving the 15th!!!! I'm SOOO excited! Here's a good song... thats all i have to say ( Read more... )

So yea, another fun time. So, Friday i worked until 8. I came home and got changed real quick and went to the AMC's with Ashley. We didn't see a movie, we just hung out. I met a bunch of new cool people but i got really upset. See, New Years John's friend Matt took advantage of me and took part of my soul. I've had things like that happen way ( Read more... )

Today was an AWESOME day!!! It started off real shitty because i've just been really depressed lately. This week, i've only been in 3rd hour once. Well, me and this kid Lee have the same 3rd hour and we ran into each other yesterday. Anyways, he skipped again today too, and i made Jen skip with me. So, it was just Jen and me for awhile until ( Read more... )

So yea... i'm really confused, i just can't write about it here. I only wrote it in my personal journal and in my head >smiles<. But anyways, i'm so bored. And, i'm so sick of people's bullshit. I hate it when i'm called stupid. In reality, i'm quite intelligent i just don't like to act like it. And i hate it when people tell me how i should ( Read more... )

Hey guys... i'm just annoyed with the world. Plus, my uterus hurts like a mofo. Oh well, i guess i'll have to deal with it >cries<. John still tends to think i'm pregnant. Aye! lol. But yea, i'm sooo tired. I worked from 9-3 this morning. OH!!!! There was this guy that used to go to Tarpon that i had a HUGE crush on... he was on my bus, ( Read more... )