ugh
So yea, i'm not talking to Matt anymore. I'm sick of it. I'm ruining his relationship with Melanie because i still love him. Well fuck that and fuck her. Even if she doesn't like me, she has NO right to call me a cunt, especially since she's never met me. It's complete and utter bullshit. I don't know her, i don't deserve to be called a cunt. It pissed me off. And when someone who doesnt even know me hates me and calls me something so viscious, and puts it in PRINT so ANYONE can read a false representation of who i am, it upsets me. I don't know what would possess her to call me that. Sheila said i should ask for an apology, but i don't want to hear it. I just will cut off all contact with Matt until this all blows over. I'm not being the middle man, and i'm not getting hurt over one little girl. Matt, i'm sorry. I do love you but i can't deal with this shit anymore. I'm sick of being hated by people who don't know me and for no reason too. I know what you've said, but it hurts too much. It's been killing me since i read it. So, i just need to say good bye because thats all there is left for me to do. I love you, never forget it. I'm not having a secret friendship because of her. It's not fair to me. I'm not hiding it from MY boyfriend who's very jealous of you. I don't know why i have to be hidden, and i don't like it. I can't deal with it. Oh well, i better be going. I just don't have "secret relationships" whether it's a frienship, as ours is, or a romantic relationship. I don't keep secrets about who i talk to, and i like the other person to do the same. Make up your own mind, i've made up mine. I'm not saying this to be mean, i'm just getting something off my chest.
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