Mar 17, 2005 19:49
Okay... i'm too lazy to re-type this so i'm copying it from my MySpace... sorry if it doesn't make sense to you... it doesn't really make sense to me, just a stupid motherfucking rant:
I'm done with this shit. I'm done with being chastised for who i am. Fuck you all. I hated people before and now i hate them even more. Someone who i thought cared about me doesn't... you know who you are. Well, fuck off. I'm so sick of people i just wish the world would just explode. I can't stand being told that my personality sucks. I can't fucking stand this. I also don't like being called a cunt by someone who doesn't know me. Matt, i'm pissed so i'm going to tell the truth: your girlfriends a BITCH. I hope she's reading this too. Don't mess with me bitch because you'll be sorry. I can't fucking stand people who say something like that. Matt said you want to apologize? Well shove your apology up your ass you bitch. You should know that cunt is the most hateful thing you could call somebody... especially since you don't know me, and you're a girl. You're lucky you deleted it off because i could have sued you for that and it would have been SO easy to win and own you for the rest of your meaningless existence. Matt, if you get mad at me for this then oh well, i'm finally going to let it out. You're with the biggest bitch in the world... i wasn't even that bad. If i were you i'd find someone else. Being bi myself, if any girl treated me like that she'd get a fucking bruise on her ass from me kicking her. I don't fucking care about ANYTHING right now. I was happy since it's St. Patty's Day and then someone had to go and ruin it for me. I just want to SCREAM. I wish i could just go and crawl in a hole and die. As if i weren't depressed enough, and withdrawn enough. Now it's going to get worse. Fuck this shit. I'm sick of living for only my family and friends... what a meaningless and pointless existence. I put so much into my friendships that when they go bad i'm screwed. Fuck you all. I hope you all die miserable deaths after having a miserable life, as i'm sure i will. Except death will be amazing, not miserable.
XoXoTrishaoXoX
P.S. I apologize for anything i may have said to offend people... i'm just in awe and so pissed that i can't stand it... i had to get all these bottled up feelings out before i burst!