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aye... my whole world has fallen apart and i don't know what to do. My life is such a mess right now i hide from it... all i do is work so i don't have to deal with life's harsh realities. Oh well, maybe that's just me. But spring break is this week and what am i doing the whole time? working... yup, cool me. Hopefully Ashley and me can hang out sometime... i love that girl. Her and Jenn are the only two that i talk to. I barely talk to anyone else, and when i do it isn't about anything deep, just talking. I don't know what i'd do without those two... they're my angels in Florida. It's surprising that i found two people as amazing as they are. It makes me think that i can be loved, and i can be a good person, even though i'm far from a good person. I don't know why but all my friends are turning their backs on me, or so it seems. Maybe i'm a drama queen but who knows. All i know is no one seems to want to be with me. I've withdrawn myself a lot from life... i just don't feel a need to talk to anyone. You guys would all be surprised to see how different i have indeed become. I now won't really talk to people, i mainly keep to myself. The truth is that not even Ashley or Jenn know the truth. Those two, and Brittnay, i believe are my only real friends down here. Oh well, i'm going to go. I'm done bitching.
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