fuck this
I've decided no more serious relationships for me. John broke up with me last night... i'm so amazed. I really thought we were meant for each other, but obviously he didn't feel the same way. He said he didn't want it to be the end completely but i told him that i wouldn't give him the power to tear my heart out again. I also told him that he's the only guy for me, and that i don't want anyone else... i'll end up with someone else, i just wish John and I didn't break up. Well at least now i'm single and won't feel bad for thinking about other guys and how hott they are. But if i DO have a boyfriend (which i probably never will again) he's going to live near me so i don't have to deal with the same shit... i'm sick of it. Oh well, i'm going to go now... Just one thing more... i made the wrong decision about something last night... the only thing i'll say about it is that i thought i was strong, but the blade proved stronger...
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