ugh...
So yea... i'm really confused, i just can't write about it here. I only wrote it in my personal journal and in my head >smiles<. But anyways, i'm so bored. And, i'm so sick of people's bullshit. I hate it when i'm called stupid. In reality, i'm quite intelligent i just don't like to act like it. And i hate it when people tell me how i should feel and a bunch of other shit. Fuck off, i don't need you telling me this shit. I get bitched at for everything. People complain about being sooo entirely stressed... try living a day in my life. You'll be poor, miserable, and lonely. You'll be so overworked that you don't have a life. You'll be put down so much in life that no matter what you can't be pulled back up. You'll have so much pressure on you that you're going to explode. Good luck. I can't fucking stand this shit anymore. I'm getting shit for getting angry, for a perfectly good reason, from everyone that knows about it and if one more person tells me that, i'm going to go more insane than i am. It's fucking too much now... i'm at my breaking point. No one can understand why except me. But whatever, i'm done ranting. I just hope i can see John soon, even though he's a main contributor to all my attitude since he's the one i mainly talk to and he's the one telling me i'm being a drama queen (but in a nice way). Oh well... i better go. I'll talk to y'all later.
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