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I'm still alive....But bitch is Back
3 kidney infections, 2 flus, a cold and one massive case of acute food poisoning later,
I've decided i'm over being sick for the next decade or so.
Work is good, not exactly steady, but I'm still afloat,
and it's become very clear to me that the concept of financial stability is just an empirical myth.
Embarking on a new project.
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I'm getting burnt out... drained mentally, physically and emotionally.
I feel like curling up in a ball and sobbing like a baby for awhile.
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A Good Mo(u)rning
The weather was really nice today, all sunny and blue.
I took my routine hike during lunch break to the hill behind my work building.
It was a nice, short trail, and on the top, you have a nice view of all the shoebox houses in Poway.
There's a huge mound of rocks and stones that people seem to have added onto whenever they stop by.
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Bring it
You like making lists, plans and outlines. They never work out exactly the way you want to, sometimes the complete opposite if what you had hoped for, but you do it anyways for that false sense of power and all-knowing ( Read more... ) -
Exposing a monster
I absolutely hate how successful he's been, and I was so happy when his marriage and family life fell apart. Monsters do not need families or love or support.
I realize now that I have the power to reveal him for who he is and let go of the internal anguish I feel. I do not trust him with his youngest son, and my aunt is blinded to this fact. I' ( Read more... ) -
Grieving.
Whenever I missed him, I held him, my stuffed animal and cried ( Read more... ) -
Acupuncture and Woman Shower Pics
So I had a lot of neck and shoulder pain on my right side.
I will be getting Xrays tomorrow to see it anything was shifted out of place.
My acupuncturist says my neck was shifted.
We'll see what Western medicine says.
Meanwhile, here's a pretty cool pic of my back after needles and suction cups..( pic ) -
Dealing with Religion...
So I was in a car crash last week:
crazy01204.livejournal.com/74920.html
Right after I had crashed, at least 5 people had pullover and were tearing down my door. I was in hysterics, trying to collect all the car paperwork, my purse, and other items in the car, through the shards of broken glass. They were like sharp pebbles. The air bags had deployed ( Read more... ) -
It's a Woman (Not A Baby) Shower!
Come join my friends and I as we celebrate my childfreedom and sterility! It's a WOMAN shower, celebrating being a CF woman!
It will be next Friday the 25th of Sept @ 7pm.
There will be free Chinese food (with vegetarian options) and yummy desserts! Drinks will also be provided (water, soda, wine, tequila, Newcastle).
However, feel free to bring your ( Read more... )