Dec 18, 2009 10:59
I absolutely hate how successful he's been, and I was so happy when his marriage and family life fell apart. Monsters do not need families or love or support.
I realize now that I have the power to reveal him for who he is and let go of the internal anguish I feel. I do not trust him with his youngest son, and my aunt is blinded to this fact. I'm not sure I'm ready to confront him face to face... but I'm mentally and emotionally preparing myself. Because I think it's long overdue. I've always been a late bloomer. Never ready making the next step until I'm completely ready. I want to be ready. I need to be ready. Because I need to destroy him. And no one else will.