My birthday was the best birthday I have ever had. Everyone got bombed and I went on a spinning rollar coaster saw some half naked girls dance around on stage at a club and danced for hours at the beach bar. Now I Have been blessed since Monday with this wonderful kidney infection and my period the same day. I have been in the hospital and the ( Read more... )

When things are going well I guess there is not a lot to say. Maybe except he makes my heart feel like its going to exlode with happiness...since when is it my way?

Oh and I have a new Job. And car.

Its always nice when they become supportive at the most appropriate times. Love always finds its way.

RIP Vner mobile for good this time. She had a good run. Now i need to car hunt and find something by tomorrow hopefully cuz i already had to call out of work. eek. Every thing always happens at the same time huh

Giving time is the hardest thing to do.

I don't even know what to do anymore. I am at a loss of words. I just know I want him. Maybe I do put too much pressure on him and I just don't realize it. He says he isn't what I need because he is emotionally detached. I can say it isn't true until I am blue in the face and even still he doesn't believe me.

I am so excited because now I can order the monster ja tickets for tys birthday cuz I was able to get off work =) this is going to be so much fun!

I have so much on my mind. I have been sitting here for ten minutes thinking of the perfect opening. That's the problem. I know I always look for perfection. It doesn't exist. It is all what you make of it. Hard work communication and love. Love...its a scary thing. For awhile I believed I would never love again. I am still out of my mind terrified ( Read more... )

Its days like this that keep people holding on.

I was extremely mad yesterday cuz everything i have done wrong in the past two years was thrown in my face because i made one mistake. One "disrespectful" act caused this huge thing about the way girls and guys look at things. I guess i just dont and will never understand what his thought process is...or any guys thought process for that matter. We ( Read more... )