I feel like a piece of me dies everyday. Someone out there is testing me...how much can i take before i break?

Lately I've been feeling awful low

Life is so unfair and cruel to me sometimes. Will I ever be able to be happy?

Kill. Me.

I need a good job.

I have an eval with a physical therapist tomorrow for the job at 9. I'm so nervous/excited/anxious I can't even think about sleep right now. For three years I've been looking into physical therapy and this would be the biggest foot in the door job I can get. Number one physical therapy practice. Mehhhh! I would give anything to work here. I will ( Read more... )

I just want to get a coffee and take a long walk on the boardwalk. Ugh.

Just keep a smile on my face..just keep a smile on my face..just keep a smile on my face.. just..keep..a..smile.. ugh.

I've been having different thoughts lately. Maybe its from seeing people dying alone or watching an elderly persons husband/ wife worry about them. I don't want to be that person dying alone or where no one knows I'm sick and in need of help for days. I used to think I never wanted marriage or kids because I don't want to be someone elses ( Read more... )

I'm so sad.