first time i was woken up by being screamed at.
first time i was told that i was a "disappointment."
first door slammed.
first time i was called a bitch.
first time i wanted to ram my head in the garbage disposal.
first time i wished i was 18 and out of here.
first time she made me cry.

gee, what a great start to 2007.

yearbook worknight was tonight. that was fun. i love worknights. then i had to go to krogers to get juice, milk, etc. for band breakfast tomorrow. and chris was on a break or something and he came and carried all my stuff because he's a sweetie like that. (: but then i had to fend for myself to get it to my car ( Read more... )

yep.

thats basically all i have to say.

plus:

kelsey and i are going to jam on the way to distric 14 every-fricken-day!

dana and i now have a fan club at chipotle that are expecting us every monday. (: it is always chipotle moday after all...

and i am failing chemistry.

yep...last night was a confirmation of how, pardon my french, shitty things have been.

eff that.

things are falling back down into that slump again.

argh.

my lifes events need to chill with the whole bi-polar thing...

it's starting to really get on my nerves.

so, in other words...i had a crappy night.

stupid, stupid, stupid.

on the bright side: life group is starting tomorrow and those always make me feel better.

:D

lately everything is marvelous.

p.s. the mood is super appropriate for how i was today.

:(

lately everything blows.

everything has been pretty chill lately ( Read more... )

boat par-tay thursday/friday!!

whoopcha!

the plan is to leave around 1 on thursday and go to my boat, take it out, swim, jet ski, come back to the dock, go to the pool and have dinner, and then spend the night. and leave the boat around 2 on friday.

mmhmm.

and i like how my 'friends' dont talk to me.

thats cool.