I think I want to do it for myself now.

It will take time though.

Never trust the moral, trust the tale. A bit vague without any context to go along with it. I read it in an essay of analysis and criticism of "The Oval Portrait" by Edgar Allan Poe. The critic said: "'Officially' the story is a pious protest at the sacrifice of a young life, but in practice the making of the sacrifice is presented with a kind ( Read more... )

I wonder why I don't enjoy writing anymore. It all feels rather contrived and false. It doesn't really make me happy any more ( Read more... )

Managed to forget again.

Thank god.

absolutely inexplicable ( Read more... )

Rereading things, I find the bitterness I'm feeling right now towards myself has been hinted at half a million times in the past few years. I just haven't let it happen.

No.NoNoNoNoNoNo ( Read more... )

"sweet innocent little" girl
...such words do rule your world
but bring dishonesty to this place
sorry sweetie, you fell from grace.

A lot of times, when I am upset, I feel like I force myself to feel that way. Maybe I do it because I get sympathy. But that surely can't be it, because when I'm feeling sorry for myself and down in the dumps, I can't really bring myself to call someone who cares. (I can't think of anyone who cares at all when I feel like that). But I do still ( Read more... )

I couldn't get online the other night to post this when I wanted to, so here it is, plus I think something else... if I feel like it after hit control+v ( Read more... )