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No.NoNoNoNoNoNo.
No.
That did not just happen. Oh man, that did not just happen.
"Open mouth, insert foot."
Goddamn it I'm pissed. Why couldn't I have just kept my mouth closed? Why do I have to be a coward when I choose to initiate the battle?
I know why I'm upset but it doesn't make it any easier to face.
You asked me before, without knowing, and I denied. Why did I have to ask myself out loud while you were listening? I hope you didn't catch it.
Too afraid to actually fuck anything up anyway, so that's good. So many times I've been too quiet, so many times I've been grateful.
Grateful.
No.
That did not just happen. Oh man, that did not just happen.
"Open mouth, insert foot."
Goddamn it I'm pissed. Why couldn't I have just kept my mouth closed? Why do I have to be a coward when I choose to initiate the battle?
I know why I'm upset but it doesn't make it any easier to face.
You asked me before, without knowing, and I denied. Why did I have to ask myself out loud while you were listening? I hope you didn't catch it.
Too afraid to actually fuck anything up anyway, so that's good. So many times I've been too quiet, so many times I've been grateful.
Grateful.