well my shoulder is screwed up no one thinks im telling the truth but i now i am cause it hurts like fucking hell. well my mom is haveing her baby (my brother) on April 13 so i hope everything turns out ok im so ecxited. well my life is borring i cant wait till water polo season starts up i love water polo well i saw my little sisters last weekend ( Read more... )

well. im bored as usual. and tired. i was thinking why do i listen to the crap people tell me? why do i feel obligated to listen to my family? i cant even be how i wish i could. i just sit here waiting for every day to pass and hoping something exciting will happen. how is it that people who are so fucking undeserving get what they want in life? i ( Read more... )

the past few days have been ok. I've been swimming my ass off every day i actually like practice kind of but i dont like meets cause i dont like people looking at me. well my mom is haveing her baby soon in about one month! Im so excited! im finally gonna have a baby brother i cant wait. well the asian assembly at our school was kind of cool but we ( Read more... )

im up and it's like 7 something iv'e been up since 6 i cant really sleep in but i dont mind i never do i just end up wakeing up at like 6 am well i have a church thing to go to and a birthday party to go to and my dad has to go to a bank in riverside so a busy day today! i screwed up my sholder so bad some how it hurts alot my finger hurt a lot ( Read more... )

well lately i've felt like crap i have huge bruises every where and i dont know why??? maybe i kick my own ass and i dont even know it. well the swim meet was fun yesterday and sadly i get to swim more tonight but i hope we do leg work cause its funner that arm work. we have a swim meet this weekend but im not in it we have too many people on swim ( Read more... )

well i haven't eritten in a while my dad doesnt like me on the computer well, yesterday i had my 1st swim meet i swam a 50 in 33.6 seconds not too bad but my 100 was terrible i sprinter the first 50 of the hundred so i got tierd by the last 25 it sucked. I'll do better next time though so o'well. I failing spanish right now that sucks and im ( Read more... )

on tuesday i went to the varsity cif championships and our varsity team won it was exciting i was nevous the whole game. then we went out to dinner and then came home, by that time it was 11:40 then i got home around 1 am so i got 5 hours of sleep. yesterday i had "ironman" i got pretty crapy swim times in everything but back stroke and free style ( Read more... )

today was a good day atleast so far, i cleaned my fishes tank and my frond and my hamster too so im happy and i hope they are and i finished cleaning the house with rachael and helped my dad with some wireing he's putting in our backyard. alma had to work today (my step-mom) and she is still gone and bianca has saturday school my dad went to a ( Read more... )

well i feel kind of bad right now im sad cause i write poems all the time and now i just cant for some reason and i love to write so that makes me sad and i feel depressed i hate saying that cause it makes me feel like shit to be complaining i just really feel bad. i want to go up to the mountains that would make me feel better plus im sick still! ( Read more... )

today was cool it rained a lot so that was great im at my step-moms work right now waiting for my dad to pick me up cause practice was canceled due to cif games for varsity so yay not really cause swimming in the rain is alot of fun its cool to see rain bounce off the water its pretty well bianca pissed me off today she is so rude it actually makes ( Read more... )