Feb 22, 2005 15:42
today was cool it rained a lot so that was great im at my step-moms work right now waiting for my dad to pick me up cause practice was canceled due to cif games for varsity so yay not really cause swimming in the rain is alot of fun its cool to see rain bounce off the water its pretty well bianca pissed me off today she is so rude it actually makes me sad to think she will never change cause she just doesn't care i don't understand if she was born like that or she decided she likes being this way well i don't see how some one could care so little about every one but herself but im not perfict either so i will stop complaining about others well today is really a beautiful day i love being at home and listening to the rain its so calming. I started to see even more that i have a good life today maybe i don't deserve it, I hate knowing that my friends who are good people that deserve more than I do have less than me... i wish i could make all their lives happy and how they want it ya it sounds weird but i want my friends to have the best and it makes me sad to hear they have anything less than i do cause i would give it to any one of my friends in a heart beat they are such great people well im rambling cause once again i have no social life to talk about besides school due to my parents but hey they just want to protect me from something i guess whatever that may be
britney