I probably haven't been on here for at least half a year.
Kind of just remembering it now.

I hate the anticipation of change. Once i'm into it i'm okay, but i've gotten far too comfortable with summer to uproot myself again and go back to school.

Dark Knight was the shit
it was the shit enough for me to go and write a livejournal post about it.

- My parents aren't speaking to each other
- Emily busted her toe
+ I'm finally going to have some purpose in life and make some much needed moolah

you must always put the positive last so that it is the freshest in your mind.

one foot in front of the other.

I want you to want me
I need you to need me

You know something is bound to go wrong when you've been anticipating and building up to something for weeks prior to it actually happening.

I've just gotta live by the philosophy that everything happens for a reason, even when you may not like what has happened. The time will come. The sucky part is that you never know when.

I come home on Friday, be prepared.

Don't you hate it when you're thinking about your near future (say 4 or 5 years), and don't have a clue how you're going to make it happen.

How am i going to pay for college when my parents finally have  had enough covering for me
How am i going to find money to pay for a semester/year abroad.

ICK.  I don't like thinking about this!

So my dad and my grandma came up this afternoon and took me out for Mexican (shout out to Marisa!).  My grandma, being somewhat involved in my cousins life as of now knows the whole story behind his drunken debacle, and its really quite ironic/HILARIOUS ( Read more... )

Well the good old alcoholism is running rampant through the family again.  Seriously.  My cousin might have a little brain damage after getting into a bar fight where a bottle was smashed over his head.  Not cool.  At first I was scared for him, but now I'm kind of apathetic again.  My family has tried and tried over and over to put him into ( Read more... )