My dad's just been found dead on the floor of his house ( Read more... )

Oh my GOD, I hate packing.... all that's left is little fiddly bits that are just being fiddly and it's driving me nuts!  I just want to be there already! *sobs*

Michael's not coming til Monday now though, so at least I have a bit more time to get myself sorted!  I just wish it was all done and over 'cause I'm absolutely shattered!

But then of course ( Read more... )

What time are you starting this? 23:14 (I'm talking to Sarah whilst I'm doing this, so it's guna take forever!)

Name? Llia

Nicknames? Lil, Boo, Miss Bean, Miss Dyson (I have strong lungs and hog joints!)

Date of birth? 16 october 1981

Sex? female and deadly

Height? 5 feet five and a half inches!

Eye color? greeny brown... depends on the light

Where were ( Read more... )

so, the idea of this thing is to journal my thoughts, is it not?  so why are there blogs now on SH? that makes no sense to me!  Anyway, I'm going to stream-of-consciousnessify this from now on, on the whole anyway... (oooh, i like that word... consciousnessify, heh ( Read more... )

A Christmas Carol for Any Psychosis!

Schizophrenia - 
Do You Hear What I Hear?

Multiple Personality - 
We Three Queens Disoriented Are.

Dementia - 
I Think I'll Be Home For Christmas.

Narcissistic - 
Hark The Herald Angels Sing (About Me)

Mania - 
Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets and Stores and Office and Town ...

Paranoia - 
Santa ( Read more... )

for those of you who aren't on SH or don't go to the pic thread... this is me recently... I've lost a bit of weight and dropped a few dress sizes and I feel much better about myself! Go me!!!

Look... I actually have a collar bone!!!!!!!!  :o)


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Please don't hate me people... I'm really not up to being in touch with people very much... I'm going through a little mini , well, a massive hell right now... it's a very long story....

Sarah - you're fabulous, I love you so much!

Michael - I'll phone you next week when i'm in my own place hopefully. (I'm moving out... wooooooot!)

Kristie ( Read more... )

I never loved nobody fully
Always one foot on the ground
And by protecting my heart truly
I got lost in the sounds
I hear in my mind
All these voices
I hear in my mind all these words
I hear in my mind all this music

And it breaks my heart
And it breaks my heart
And it breaks my heart
It breaks my heart

And suppose I never met you
Suppose we never ( Read more... )

I am alive... thank you to everyone on safe haven who posted on that thread... I did read it... and thank you to sarah for being so lovely!

1. What did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before?
really properly enjoyed life for the first time

2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
well I’ve already broken ( Read more... )

1.  I've come to realize that my ex... still cares about me more than I thought she did.

2. I am listening to... Do No Wrong by Thirteen Senses (download it, it's BEAUTIFUL!!!)

3. Maybe I should... actually get around to eating something today

4. I love... not all that much right now.

5. My best friends... are the ones furthest from me.

6. I don't ( Read more... )