im getting sick of telling myself im going to do things i know i wont do
fuck all of my problems
im just going to take things one day at a time and not worry about it
it'll all be okay, right?

things have been okay i think
and thats all that matters. right?

This winter has been super depressing. I haven't been working very much, which leaves me with way to much idle time on my hands. This led to the realization that I have very little friends. Maria and i have been fighting almost all the time. I don't sleep at night and have no energy during the day ( Read more... )

so last night me jeff tim and pat went out for a drive. we were going to jasmines house. it was a little snowy and icy. i lost control of my truck and swirved. i tried to straighten out but i couldnt we eneded lodged into a telephone pole. after several attempts to get the truck out on our own, we seeked help from the lady acroos the street from ( Read more... )

ive never been fond of hemngway. robert frost too. i quoted a poem by robert frost on the firt paper i ever wrote in college, even though i hated it, i have never been able to forget it.

lifes been far from par and all i can think to write is my distaste for famous poets. i guess my mind is just to jumbled to get any points out of it.

TOM CRUISE AND KATIE HOLMES ARE GETTING MARRIED
OH MAH GAHD!!!!!!1!!!
FUCK POOR MORRIS

i love my cakebottom

last night just didnt happen

i dont know how she makes me feel this way. but when im with her i forget everything that brings me down. i feel no pain, no sorrow, no remorse. i cant imagine not being with her. she is my inspiration to get up in the morning and go to work. to shower daily and brush my hair, keep my nails short and clean. to not smell bad. she gives me something ( Read more... )

so i wake up this morning to find my ipod that my brother stole hooked up to my computer dead. and it wouldnt charge. i had to reboot the fucking thing and lost all my songs and to reload 500 songs on it. and that piised me off. i almost went into his room and beat the shit out of him in his sleep ( Read more... )

sleep? whats that? can i have some?

so last night i went to harvard to jam on the streets with blatts and my bayba. we had the most amazing times, because we made it to harvard and everything. i dont like getting up early, but i do like my girlfriends butt. and i love coffee and cigarettes at 430 in the morning