May 25, 2005 22:08
i dont know how she makes me feel this way. but when im with her i forget everything that brings me down. i feel no pain, no sorrow, no remorse. i cant imagine not being with her. she is my inspiration to get up in the morning and go to work. to shower daily and brush my hair, keep my nails short and clean. to not smell bad. she gives me something to look forward to everyday. to keep going. without her i couldnt tell where id be,if i were to be anywhere at all. thinking of life without her scares me. the thought of not seeing her smile and beautiful eyes and not hearing her laugh and not smelling her hair and not feeling her touch makes my knees shake and my lips tremble. but when i see her i forget all my worries and and can not stop smiling. i love you cakebottom