So...that girl I've been speaking of, you remember the one, real sweetheart, but apparently has a serious issue with me now? Yeah...well...we've been doing this on and off feuding deal...yet I still have some lingering feelings...I truly want to just shut them off, let her get on her with life without me, but...I get signs to do otherwise...yes, me ( Read more... )

Prediction: Someone I know...in fact someone who was very close to me...will become pregnant with in 3-7 months.

I also predict I will have the chance to see 3 different lives get ruined and for some reason stay neutral.

So, I updated a little sooner than I thought. My fears were answered and my hopes nearly crushed into oblivion, but...it so happens to be that I don't back down that easy. I originally was going to bed an hour ago but I got so caught up in writing a fictional short story to express my recent woes that I soon forgot about the time. But trust me, I ( Read more... )

I've already made arrangements to cut my hair, hopefully the appointment won't get pushed back AGAIN, I've heard this place was decent so, I am going to try and wait it out. The job I seek needs someone to make a good impression on them ( Read more... )

Let me begin by saying, in the great scheme of things, truly there are the "haves" and the "have nots". The middle class, as it were seems to slowly but surely die off and reduce to a tragic number of nothingness ( Read more... )

Dreams. The chance to live in a completely different world, to expand past the borders and limitations of life itself. And to some, the inevitable consequence of sleep. Perhaps I've lived in my own dream world for many years, fantasizing about the future and what it holds. Being sympathetic in a sense to both my father and my mother, who both in ( Read more... )

What the fuck is going on. Usually I write elegantly and with great pride...but today I can't even begin...correction, tonight...I can't begin to do that. I just feel like...the largest...hugest...horrible person in the world...I feel wrong...and...I just feel sort of...used and misled...it was as if what I thought was harmless fun...really wasn't ( Read more... )

Wow...51 weeks later to be exact.

I still exist, I still write. I still breath and cling to this...whatever you'd call it. Something kind of life? Dunno.

More to come soon...

Next Week's Entry...

Ascension

Six years ago, it's planes into buildings. Now, college shootings. It's all going down and it's going to continue falling apart. Between George W and his present plans...(please give us a god damn democrat in the next election!) Actually...I think we'll have one just because we need to make up for the last 8 years of stupidity. How much you want to ( Read more... )