Well. it's certainly been a while, hasn't it? Time for an overall update.

FamilyI think since the last post, my mom is still at the facility she had switched to, but was looking into another opportunity. Ever working upward, she is. There was some complication with her Master's Degree progress at the school she was at, but after a bit of time, and ( Read more... )

I was doing so good, and for so long. I'm being kept very busy with work, so that's helped. I spend my free time either with friends, or peacefully unwinding alone. And it takes one poorly thought publicity stunt by Facebook to fuck up my mood. It's been doing this "memories" thing, where it shows up a past post, and encourages you to post it again ( Read more... )

Life is.. going well, I think. And I'm kinda just realizing it ( Read more... )

We have a perfectly fine, easy to understand vocabulary, and yet when it comes to emotions, we get reduced to cave dwellers. We do our best to signal our feelings to each other, but signals are nothing more than limited hints of one's intention. Signals are about as reliable as our abilities to understand their true intention. No one can tell you ( Read more... )

It's been an interesting week, dream-wise ( Read more... )

I'm having one of those nights full of self-destructive reminiscing. I started working from home at the beginning of December, and there's a surprising amount of down time. Time where my thoughts wander. It's been generally neutral territory for those meandering thoughts, but tonight has taking a self-pitying turn ( Read more... )

I should really stop posting about things until I'm more sure about them ( Read more... )

"But you can make decisions too, and you can have this heart to break."

Something is happening. Something that hasn't happened in so long, that I didn't recognize it at first. But now that I see it, my heart beats fast, my head spins, and I don't know what to do with myself.

"I work seven days in a row. But I'm off on Saturday. I would like to ( Read more... )

It's been quite a while since the last comprehensive update. So here's something fresh.

FamilyMy mom is at another new facility. Better pay, and it's closer to home. She's also most of the way to her master's degree now, so things are going well for her ( Read more... )

So.. no, the encounters haven't stopped. It doesn't feel like the same as before. It started this time with voices. Whispers, but they didn't sound like they did previously; these were more internal voices, but ones not coming from me. I don't remember what they said, but every time they spoke, they showed me a face. Each face was horrible in its ( Read more... )