having true love for a person and feeling it is the crazyest thing in the world. It's being able to really love the person the real person and not caring about anything that person owns or is going to own. I have real love for Andrew and it's great because I can feel the same love for him weather we are poor as shit or we have the whole world in ( Read more... )

I could never figure out why ISAAC GORDON hated me so much after he left and never came back. He always lead me to believe that he hated me bacause of something I did but that was a lie. I never once cheated on him he was actually the only guy I didn't sheat on. The only unfaithful thing I ever did was second guess if I should be with David how is/ ( Read more... )

on the 4th of July my love surprised me with kitty. He came into our house with a box in his hands and said here's your power washer and walked out the door. When I opened the box there was a little perfect all black kitty and her name is power washer. I think the name fits her perfectly because everytime I call her name I will always remember that ( Read more... )

I miss you too Angel you will always be my friend.

sometimes I wonder how my life is surpost to be but most of the time I try to push any thought out of my mind and try to life as much of a care free life as I can. I think that the more care free I am with me life the easier it will be for my life to take it's natural course and chain of events. I've always believed that things happen for a reason ( Read more... )

I'm in New orleans and loving it, the weather could not be nicer and I'm very happy with who I am with. It's nice to feel love and know that there is someone who loves you. I get that from Andrew, every chance he gets with everything he does he shows me that he loves me. He really pays attention to all my wants and needs. He is a doll to me and I ( Read more... )

It's finally happening, on Feb.23 I'll be in a car on my way to my new home in New Orleans. I can't believe it I'm really moving away with Andrew, Andy and Amber. The place we're moving seems really nice and has so many extra's for us. While Andrew is at work me and the kids will be swimming in the pool until Amber is 4 then they will both be going ( Read more... )

well we went to the foxy lady's on Sat. night and it was great and over rated. you pay $15 for up stairs where they are topless and keep their panties on and $25 for down stairs where they are fully nude. Let me tell you, the $25 is a complete waste. I spent 5 mins. down there and it was jsut to pee. The hot girls are up stairs. I got up there and ( Read more... )

Tonight is a big night, Andrew's birthday was yesterday and we did the whole family thing and had cake but tonight is our night. Me,him and a bunch of other girls are going in a limo to a stripe club and then to two other clubs. It is going to be crazy and then of course me and him are going back to our room with other girls maybe not. Our plan for ( Read more... )

I am having such a great time,I just put my picture on hot or not .com just a couple of days ago and I'm 9.4 on the hot scale and the very next day after putting my picture up they wanted me to try for hotty of the week how cool is that, and does it get any cooler? Everything is just crazy and I'm super happy that all I can say.