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I could never figure out why ISAAC GORDON hated me so much after he left and never came back. He always lead me to believe that he hated me bacause of something I did but that was a lie. I never once cheated on him he was actually the only guy I didn't sheat on. The only unfaithful thing I ever did was second guess if I should be with David how is/was Ambers father. Having that thought about him is not cheating and it wasn't wrong. Any normal person who has a child with someone has that thought go through their mind at least once or twice in thier life time. I never did anything with David or said anything to make David belive that I was going to get back with him I kept all my feelings inside. In real life not ISAAC's fake book world he was the one that was wrong, you see world I just found out that he was the asshole and not the poor hurt animal that he lead Ms. big tits from the magical club to believe. It seems he had a little something something going on with her, which means that he was lieing to the both of us. He use to tell her that I was this big evil bitch that hurt poor ISAAC'c heart but he would tell her that we were no longer together or whatever the case may be, but that's not the truth is it. He spent his last day in RI with me who was indeed his at the time girlfriend hugging me and loving me and WE BOTH decided that he was going to move back and be with me and wasn't all in my childish little mind. The real cheater here is ISAAC GORDON not Coreen Powell. As for Ms. Big tits thinging I'm stupid well lets think about this for a minute, if I'm so stupid how am I able to find out all the things I know. For example I found out about Amanda and his special tattoos about her and now Ms. Big tits. The only way that I was stupid was because I believed him when I asked if there was anything going on between the two and he lied and told me no. For someone who didn't love me or want to be with me then why did he make me pregant twice but wasn't man enough to be a father. I am a mother and I care for my child all on my own no help from other the only help I ever got was being able to live at my mothers but thats not the case now. Me being a mother isn't stupid it wasn't because I was sluting around it was with David who I was with for three years and at the time thought we were going to be married but life doesn't happen the way you plan it now does it. I think someone who can creat a child not only once but twice and leave the woman to deal with it on her own is the real stupid child.