I don't know why Chris keeps telling me you're here. I can only think that he really wants us to be friends. He just doesn't get how much I tried and I can't anymore, that you're the one not bothering and ending it truly. Believe me, I'd love it too. His face was surprised when I said so. I can only treat you, and all as I'm treated. I'm so ( Read more... )

Chris: It was great to hang out with everyone again. It was fun. Like old times.
Me: Yea, it was a lot of fun. Nice to see Glenn, def miss him as a friend.
Chris: Yea, I missed our friendship too! ;)
Me: It was never over, lol.

I got two 'warnings' of sorts to prepare me. I already knew though. That he was coming. It wasn't going to stop me. I didn't know why I needed to know ( Read more... )

Be consistent or don't say anything at all. It hurts when it counts and there's nothing there. That's what I should have said. Thinking how it will be is not fate, there is none, only your choice to be so.

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I hate being the one stuck remembering. That's why I was I always half decent at scrapbooks. It was a blessing and a curse. Now, a curse. I can't wait for the day I don't remember ( Read more... )

"Why do people even argue? Why don't they just change the way they're acting?" -Kim

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You've never spoken to me this rudely before and again...

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Sara: Can I ask you a taboo question?
Me: Ummm? Nothing's really taboo, sure. What is it?
Sara: Did living away from Glenn so long make you miss him more?
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Absence makes the heart grow fonder kind of shiz. Always caught off guard.

I had a dream last night where we were in a weird stony brook west setting and Glenn came to me amidst things and apologized for everything. How he'd treated me and for what he did to me ( Read more... )

Mom: so, how's that boy doing?
Me: what? Which one?
Mom: The one from Stony Brook. Gosh, I'm so tired. I can't remember his name.
Me: Marc?
Mom: No.
Me: Joe?
Mom: NO.
Mom: the one that went to Cornell! The one you dated.
Me: Oh, Glenn?
Mom: Yes.
Me: Good, I guess. He moved to New Hampshire. He got a job as a mechanical designer or something with some ( Read more... )