Here.
I don't know why Chris keeps telling me you're here. I can only think that he really wants us to be friends. He just doesn't get how much I tried and I can't anymore, that you're the one not bothering and ending it truly. Believe me, I'd love it too. His face was surprised when I said so. I can only treat you, and all as I'm treated. I'm so exhausted and worn down otherwise. I've given up.