Do I still have "it"? Have I sacrificed everything I held dear?...Replaced it with cross earrings, tattoos and patterned leggings ( Read more... )

He is still here, in front of me, laying on the bed....again. It's been over 5 years and I still love him, but he is gone. 3 years of happiness. He taught me to love myself, he taught me so much about art and music and movies, he encouraged my painting, he made my friends laugh, he gave me the best sex i've ever had....and then he dissapeared into ( Read more... )

It's a lot harder than I thought it would be to write a live journal entry. At first I was placing blame on the fact that I am now a late "20 something".....then on the fact that I have also spent the past few years managing my mania by sedating it.....then I thought "maybe it's because I'm in a relationship and therefore have my own live in ( Read more... )

"I was older then, I am younger than that now"
-Bob Dylan

Never thought I would quote Dylan.

rocknrll00 (12:48:42 AM): oh facebook ( Read more... )

Midnight ( Read more... )

Not too many would chose this profession, to be sure. Yes, the hours fly by. Yes, you get excused for behavior that would normally ruin a friendship, and office pools are created to pay off with you eminent demise, and who doesn't like the infamy? But this lifestyle has its drawbacks. For one thing, your face is always cherry red. Red's not a ( Read more... )

good friends, good job, good art, good drinks, and a special someone who has finally become apart of my life after four years of waiting ( Read more... )

ok...so being the bipolar i am i will present my life in extremes...hear i am being as manic as usual:

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C0nsumerwh0r: ok...june 22...we meet in las vegas ( Read more... )