no.

[consolecadet]

i don't want pity. i don't want simpering sympathetic asspats. i don't want people to cringe and tiptoe around me like the floor is eggshells because they're afraid how i'm going to react.
i don't want you to tell me that this wasn't my fault, because a) i've already been told and b) i'm not sure i can believe you.

i don't want attention.

i don't want

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[consolecadet]

it doesn't, though. it'll be days and then suddenly wham! it's back. it just won't go away.

i know i am. i know i know i know
but it's hard to believe that sometimes.

[consolecadet]

sure is.

i've gotten better from things before. i know it's possible. it's. . .it just looks like it's going to be a while from now. a long while.