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consolecadet

no.

Oct 07, 2011 00:00

i don't want pity. i don't want simpering sympathetic asspats. i don't want people to cringe and tiptoe around me like the floor is eggshells because they're afraid how i'm going to react.
i don't want you to tell me that this wasn't my fault, because a) i've already been told and b) i'm not sure i can believe you.

i don't want attention.

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adolescent angst, cringe moment, out of my fucking mind, dude yes i'm fine what, torture day, spam spam bacon eggs spam, too many tags, paranoid, sexual assault shit, my pants are a crime scene, rant

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consolecadet October 8 2011, 03:07:00 UTC

it doesn't, though. it'll be days and then suddenly wham! it's back. it just won't go away.

i know i am. i know i know i know
but it's hard to believe that sometimes.

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consolecadet October 8 2011, 03:20:08 UTC

sure is.

i've gotten better from things before. i know it's possible. it's. . .it just looks like it's going to be a while from now. a long while.

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consolecadet October 8 2011, 03:26:27 UTC

i. . .i don't have words to respond to that.

i am so afraid of scaring everyone ever off with this monstrous thing i've got hanging over me.

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consolecadet October 8 2011, 03:36:34 UTC

haha, i've thought the same thing myself.

Wednesdays and weekends are best for me, but i'm pretty flexible :>

i can tell sometimes where i'm doing that thing where i shove away people who care, and the fact that i can tell is almost worse than the fact that i'm doing it. i don't know.
i have faith that eventually things will get better. i just need to figure out how to get there from here.

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