I talk about how much of a jerk you were to me, and you really were an ass. But truth be told, I miss you. I wish you'd been telling the truth when you said we'd stay friends. I hate how you so easily forgot about me.

All I have to say is FUCK YOU EMOTIONS. I want my little blue pills back. :(

Was just reading through my last post from October. O.O Well, here it is. Mid-February of the next year. I don't really talk to Luke much anymore. Lately he's been trying to get me to come over and hang out, but I really don't trust things to be any different than how they ended up being last time which was pretty much using me as a bootycall. ( Read more... )

Wow. I really never post on here. Not too much goes on in my actual life. Anything that happens to me is mostly emotional turmoil. Lately I'm discontent with life, always confused about how I feel or having some sort of issue with how I feel. No relationship is ever not complicated with me. AND it seems quite a few people who have claimed they ( Read more... )

I really don't update on here enough. And every time I update, I say that. My life is just not exciting enough...and things change drastically constantly, it seems. Oh well. And honestly, I didn't check to see what I updated about last time so if there's a gap in information (like anyone cares), oh well. I'm sorry ( Read more... )

I am officially 22. O_O It feels weird. But then again, it always takes me awhile to get used to a new age. I do like the number 22, though. It seems very eloquent to me. I'm sure that's weird ( Read more... )

Everything is always so complicated. Le sigh.

Well, its a new year now. 2010. Feels kinda weird ( Read more... )

All I have to say is God is amazing and prayer is powerful.

In my last post, I said that George and I were going to try to stay in better contact. I heard from him the day after I got back. I tried to call him a couple days after and it went straight to voicemail and then he never called me back. So I said fuck it. I didn't talk to him anymore (and he didn't try to talk to me) and I moved on. I had no ( Read more... )