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Was just reading through my last post from October. O.O Well, here it is. Mid-February of the next year. I don't really talk to Luke much anymore. Lately he's been trying to get me to come over and hang out, but I really don't trust things to be any different than how they ended up being last time which was pretty much using me as a bootycall. And considering he still only invites me over late at night... yeah. Not so much into that. After spending so much time with him, I came to the conclusion that when it comes to me, the only thing that kid has going for him is his looks and that's just not enough.
Things with Matt are still complicated. We had a little bit of a rough patch but we've moved past it now. And that's good. Being distant (emotionally) from him just was not good. For either of us.
I was finally able to go to the doctor! I still need to go get blood work done but they put me on a low dose of Paxil for my anxiety. I've only been taking it a few days so I don't know that it's really doing anything. Though the past 2 days I've been super tired... I don't know if it's lack of sleep catching up to me or a side effect. Whatever. Hah.
This is a week of aunts for me. Aunt Vicki came down today and is staying 'til Sunday. I'll be sharing my bed with her which I don't mind. Then on Saturday, Aunt Carol is coming down for a week and Aunt Roxie gets here on Tuesday night. I'm excited to see them. :) I'm going with Aunt Carol on Monday to IOA 'cause we both really wanna see the Harry Potter part of it. :D Frickin' yeah, man!!! Haha. I was a bit worried once I realized we were going on Valentine's day because it's Mom's birthday, but I talked to her about it and she's fine. I thought she probably would be, but yeah... SO woo! All works out. :)
Mom and I spent half the day today rearranging my room. It's still crowded but it doesn't feel as on top of itself as it did before. And now I can shove things behind my headboard. And it's different. I like it. :) But it's got me so flippin' tired. I should go pass out now. <3
Things with Matt are still complicated. We had a little bit of a rough patch but we've moved past it now. And that's good. Being distant (emotionally) from him just was not good. For either of us.
I was finally able to go to the doctor! I still need to go get blood work done but they put me on a low dose of Paxil for my anxiety. I've only been taking it a few days so I don't know that it's really doing anything. Though the past 2 days I've been super tired... I don't know if it's lack of sleep catching up to me or a side effect. Whatever. Hah.
This is a week of aunts for me. Aunt Vicki came down today and is staying 'til Sunday. I'll be sharing my bed with her which I don't mind. Then on Saturday, Aunt Carol is coming down for a week and Aunt Roxie gets here on Tuesday night. I'm excited to see them. :) I'm going with Aunt Carol on Monday to IOA 'cause we both really wanna see the Harry Potter part of it. :D Frickin' yeah, man!!! Haha. I was a bit worried once I realized we were going on Valentine's day because it's Mom's birthday, but I talked to her about it and she's fine. I thought she probably would be, but yeah... SO woo! All works out. :)
Mom and I spent half the day today rearranging my room. It's still crowded but it doesn't feel as on top of itself as it did before. And now I can shove things behind my headboard. And it's different. I like it. :) But it's got me so flippin' tired. I should go pass out now. <3