ok, so could life just work out? Could it possibly be good and fit together and not be so fucking messed up? Could I actually get what i've for so long wanted and feel I deserve? I'm so afraid of losing it all again, that I'm trying to make myself pretend that it's something that it's not. I'm lying to myself ( Read more... )

so seriously, this week is the fucking week for all the past guys in my life to ( Read more... )

i don't know what to do. i wish someone would just tell me. i wish someone would just say "heather, this is what you need to do to make the situation better and it is......" but no one can ( Read more... )

so i'm tired ( Read more... )

it's a must ( Read more... )

I fainted last night ( Read more... )

went out last night. Had moderate fun. wasn't anything special, but i got drunk and was bought lots of drinks and pool so where can you loose ( Read more... )

so i slept with dickwad....oops ( Read more... )

"Hi it's me heather....just wondering what you were up to later. I get out of school at 6 and would really....really....like to fuck you....call me"

would you call me back?

:)

and he's gone....

and yet again I am made to play the fool....

only this time i wasn't playing....