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so i'm tired.
went to dickwads apartment last night, had sex and then layed in bed naked and discussed how we shouldn't have sex anymore. It's weird, I know this is way better, but i still feel like we just broke up again. He wanted to be friends, he feels that makes him a more honest person to crazy slut bag, but I said that if we were just friends we'd still be lieing to crazy slut bag and if we were going to stop on account of honesty then I didn't want to be friends at all. Not until crazy slut bag is out of the picture. So thats that I suppose.
see i was putting off moving things forward with punk boy cuz i wanted to keep having sex with dickwad. And than after last night, I realized thats not fair. What if punk boy and i are really good together and i blow it off so i can fuck my ex?!? no thank you. I'm done, and movin on.
i need a girlfriend.
fall is here. I want to go for walks in the leaves and go to a cider mill and drink hot cider and carve a pumpkin.
maybe next weekend.
in other news, holly was super drunk last night.
it just made me miss her more.
hi ho hi ho it's off to work i go.
went to dickwads apartment last night, had sex and then layed in bed naked and discussed how we shouldn't have sex anymore. It's weird, I know this is way better, but i still feel like we just broke up again. He wanted to be friends, he feels that makes him a more honest person to crazy slut bag, but I said that if we were just friends we'd still be lieing to crazy slut bag and if we were going to stop on account of honesty then I didn't want to be friends at all. Not until crazy slut bag is out of the picture. So thats that I suppose.
see i was putting off moving things forward with punk boy cuz i wanted to keep having sex with dickwad. And than after last night, I realized thats not fair. What if punk boy and i are really good together and i blow it off so i can fuck my ex?!? no thank you. I'm done, and movin on.
i need a girlfriend.
fall is here. I want to go for walks in the leaves and go to a cider mill and drink hot cider and carve a pumpkin.
maybe next weekend.
in other news, holly was super drunk last night.
it just made me miss her more.
hi ho hi ho it's off to work i go.