after a long hiatus i am back and better than ever i am ready to start a new chapter in my life and write new poems and music, for a while i lost myself but now i am back :) i'll write more soon .

so here i am finally trying to write a journal that i can complete. So i thought about my first thirty yrs of life and it all seems like a blur to me, to be honest i don't remeeber most of it and it's not because i partied too much or lost some brain cells due to heavy drinking or drugs. The truth is my first thirty yrs i struggled to find myself I ( Read more... )

Wow I havent been on here in years. how is everyone doing? do i still have friends on here? seems the world of myspace has taken over most peoples lives including mine,but its nice to be able to go back to this lj thing and write and know that people will read it, havent had too many blog comments on myspace which sucks cause most of the time my ( Read more... )

Things have been so crazy and messed up lately,where to begin what to say, for starters it's been so long since i've been on lj i'm kinda out of the loop. I ddin'tg et a job i wanted, the girl iw as dating for the last few months i found out is pregnant by her x, not to mention her family hated me for some reason, i never had a chance with them, ( Read more... )

It's been so long since i've used lj,anyway things are ok here. I'm looking at some options for the future which could also mean leaving chicago for new york,well canton new york to be exact. You see I fel i can really push this poetry thing to the next level by moving to ny,and I think I would benefit more from it than in chicago, I can also go to ( Read more... )

it's been a really long time. so how is everyone? i'm ok summer is oging good so far, anyone going to lollapalooza? there are so many good concerts coming up and suprisinly in my hometown of rockford il, more bands are playing. I've been busy searching for grad schools and working. anyway talk to everyone soon, peace, marty

my b-day is next week on the 19th !

well there is only three weeks left in the sem, and i'm looking forward to summer so many festivals going on and concerts i want to see. anyway classes are good and fall is oging to be even better, i think i may even take a song writing class, well thats it for now peace.

This is Horghs punishment for his crimes. What is up everybody. Just found out Iron Maiden is playing ozzfest 05 really psyched about that. Classes started this week and they aren't too bad, although i don't have any classes this sem where i write poetry or creatively so it's differant for me. I'm still writing poetry on my own and have so many ( Read more... )

Hey all how is everyone? I'm good I'm just watching the X-games and the Snowboarding Competition, wow makes me want to go out and snowboard but we don't have enough snow here for that. This sem at columbia is shaping up to be a good one, and i know where i'm going to go go after i graduate next year. I'm oging to attend New York University and get ( Read more... )