these next two months are going to be such a challange. i kinda regret buying matthew that cell phone but at the same time i know he loves it.  serriously though these next few months i have all sorts of added finances that i didnt plan on and its really going to hurt. to top it off work has been slow and so there are no hours. sometimes i regret ( Read more... )

im just going to say this and i hope it in no way offends or distances anyone from my life ( Read more... )

ok please forgive me.. im completely baked and cant even believe i got up off the floor from petting the dog. this is my life ( Read more... )

jork was amazing. night before the show i found some good tickets on craigslist and contacted the guy. he said he would keep them for us. turns out adam is a douche and didnt ever call us back when we got down there. that was a little disapointing. but we got to the shoreline early and so we just sat and talked and then went exploring for a blanket ( Read more... )

tomorrow.... i am seeing  my love of my life. my favorite artist... my muse..

bjork!

with eunice.!

yeye

yesterday katrin called me and asked if i would go for a hike with her. she wanted to climb the biggest mt around here.. but i was feeling like a challange. i love katrin because its like she doesnt notice that i am 2 times the size of her. she is an amazing friend. so we took her two poodles and started the climb. we just walked slow and stoped ( Read more... )

i went to my ex boyfriends myspace today for some reason. i always do this to my self. i guess part of me wants him to just forgive me and let us be friends. if he cheated on me.. after time i would let it go. people are only human and to expect perfection is a garentee to be let down. so he write this blog.. and it made me hurt in a way i didnt ( Read more... )

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today i got to go up and see my sister. there was huge drama with work and just to be able to see my whole family helped. i love my mom and sister more than life. work is so bad. im looking for another job and in the meantime im down to 4 days a week. i dont really want to take a pay cut but i think untill tawnya leaves i have to. matthew wanted me ( Read more... )

oh my! my moms comming ( Read more... )