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today i got to go up and see my sister. there was huge drama with work and just to be able to see my whole family helped. i love my mom and sister more than life. work is so bad. im looking for another job and in the meantime im down to 4 days a week. i dont really want to take a pay cut but i think untill tawnya leaves i have to. matthew wanted me to just not work for like 6 months. he was like just exercise and take the dog out and keep the house clean and i will be happy. exercise only because hes worried because ive been sick for so long. he would wrather i be chubby. i miss working at the video store. watch movies all day.. talk to cool people.. it was amazing.
my mom sat me down alone today and told me she regreted asking me to leave when my dad got sick with cancer. she said that it was a selfish thing to do and at the time it made since. she said that i would probably have been able to accept my dads death better and maybe now be more ok with it. im still a mess over him. just hearing that from my mom made me feel so much better.
for our one year anniversary im getting me and matthew a night in the sycamore mineral springs and then a back massage the next day wahoooo. that is something we both need so very much. i love my boy and just want him to be stress free and happy.
Nico
my mom sat me down alone today and told me she regreted asking me to leave when my dad got sick with cancer. she said that it was a selfish thing to do and at the time it made since. she said that i would probably have been able to accept my dads death better and maybe now be more ok with it. im still a mess over him. just hearing that from my mom made me feel so much better.
for our one year anniversary im getting me and matthew a night in the sycamore mineral springs and then a back massage the next day wahoooo. that is something we both need so very much. i love my boy and just want him to be stress free and happy.
Nico