hi i'm josh bell.
i love jess wah.
i love anna hess.

foreverrrandevahhh adn evah

I did it, I finally did it ( Read more... )

Eek, all I am is a disgusting mess. I am not going to do this anymore. Love is for saps and I will not be hurt like this again. I said it the first time, I know, but this time I am done.

Bleck.

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My niece was born on August 17, 2005.

She is seven punds, two ounces.

Beautiful with ten fingers and ten toes.

And only after Adrienne was in labor in Monday morning at 4.

God Bless her & Thank God.

LOVE EVERYONE.
Josh

I was asked the other day by my aunt, "What was the deffining point in your life?" I naturally stated that it was my mothers death because it toppeled that high tower of a life I built up, but then after my re-examination today, I relized that it was not one moment, but an entire year ( Read more... )

So I met him last night. Someone so cute, so dreamy, and I want him so bad. I admit, I don't know him but he seems so fun. We kept looking at each other all last night, like I would look, and he would look away, and then vice versa. He lives like a while away, which sucks. Ah. I wish I had that courage, to go up to you, say hi, and begin to chat, ( Read more... )

I hate how I am never good enough for her. She never will be able to not hate me, she always has and always will. I am nothing to her. Never have, and never will.

Forget it, I am through with it.

Um I need to stop updating when I am upset. I regret the last journal, not the one before though. But as one anymous comment pointed out, "I am doing it for attention" Well that is why I think I am going to give up my lj. Because it is not a place where people care for me, it is a place of judgement on me and others from me. So I am done with this ( Read more... )