SO its the 10th yay! im 21 now...im kinda excited but i have no plans besides hangin with my dad and drinking a few beers and kicking his ass in pool..hah..well..but this weekend i need to get tore up..go clubbin and have some fun! yes!..rawr...well that is all!

derrick

Im gonna do my best to not sound all emo for all the people out here who call themselves my friends...these last couple days have been awesome...rawr...i did get broken up with after a week of happiness..too busy for me..meh it happens by now i should be used to it...i wish i could just have what i really want..and what you ask is this..well i just ( Read more... )

first and foremost that song fits this subject..haha...i really dont understand how hard it is to tell the truth.....seriously..if you dont want to do something or feel a certain way why lead someone on....TELL THEM...gawd it would feel so much better than to have to make up an excuse and then later someone really tells you what the person who lied ( Read more... )

So i would just like to say i couldnt stop smiling all night. And to say thank you to the one person responsible for this. We have to hang out again! That is all.....

For one its been a long time since ive left an entry so this is for that purpose... I find myself pretty down lately..i went to a party friday wit ha bunch of freinds..and after awhile i jsut didnt want to be anywhere...so i left without almost telling no one...its good not like they noticed they were drunk but its good..saturday i went to the ( Read more... )

its been forever but i know today will be fun so i need some venting..hah...so i wake up to the sound of rain...the rain that has created a puddle in my car b/c i am stupid....and left my sunroof open..yay...start of a perfect day..my friend didnt call for me to take to school today iw wonder if she finally got tired of riding in a crappy car..im a ( Read more... )

haha in the end we all die alone...sometimes i wish i could take back things..said in anger..i can be like perfect to someone and i say one thing and it fucks it up..thats my curse..and well yes taht curse is well deserved...ive done alot of bad things i admit to them all..but lately i have been utterly sweet alot...but it all happens for a reason ( Read more... )

well yesterday was warped tour everyone knows it was wonderful so i wont go into it..kayleigh isnt ready for a relationship but tahts hwat we have.when were together were more thanj ust friends..we didnt try to be great together we just are...period..when we kiss it just isnt a kiss..its something you feel...so i told her we cant talk until she ( Read more... )

so this girl kayleigh is driving me crazy...so i guess were still frinds with benefits..tahts what she called us..says shes not sure if she wants to be with me yet i will give her a little time..but i cant get hurt again....we had sex today it was great as always..but im not cure if i can like her and just have her as a fuck buddy..im over that..i ( Read more... )

blh..met a girl were great together...everything is wonderful...we have great sexual chemistry..and chemistry at that..every kind...i dont get it she wont be my gf...i dont know..today she told me the way i am is ok...like she said i could be too tocuhy feely..i guess shes right..im gonna back off i dont think she and i are looking for the same ( Read more... )