i need to learn to read

[coatcult]

waited too long, tread too carefully. filled with sorrow, a hint of failure, but more than a touch grateful and still happy. don't know the depths. so maybe someday, maybe. i never give up entirely, better believe it.

and that's that nothing to do with any of you. don't ask because i don't know.

Comments

[fyca]

How is Lolita, light of my life, fire of my loins, my sin, my soul, treating you? She is not making you angsty is she?

[coatcult]

like stealing a taste of the most unhealthy, most unimaginably delicious candy ever. and causes an uncomfortable recognition. i'm at the point where h.h. marries older haze. but my angst is not over Lolita. i lack confidence in my ability to read people is all.

what is your icon a picture of?

[fyca]

I cannot help with reading people. I suck at that too. But I can always loan you more books to read.

I don't know where my icon came from. I stole it from some random person who didn't know either.

It's 1:30 am. I hate my neighbors and Swedes who don't realize what time it is in America.

[cadencencascade]

I think you are very perceptive, at least your impressions seem to echo what I see and you sum things up nicely too.

[lady_tigerfish]

Don't know what's going on, but various support in your general direction.