Life sucks. Life's a bitch. Life can kiss my ass. Thank heavens for CLUBBING!!!

I should move on...I have to move on... I'm not a quitter though...I can still hope right? Is it healthy though? Is it still healthy to continue hoping in spite of the knowledge that it's not going happen in this lifetime or the next because of a certain view they have towards me? ...why...why deny that which could make me happy (in a "whole- ( Read more... )

"Life's a bitch, ain't nothin' you can do but fuck with it too." Right now...those are the words I live by.

I've had this LJ for over a year and I only made 21 entry posts (including this one) in that time frame. Wow.

So like, I am finally taking a two week vacation from work and I'm heading over to the eastcoast. I need this vacation. I have so many things to think through and make a game plan for in the two weeks to come.

Take for going homestead key static knowing unreal fathom sadistic look very assertive never religion hypocritical wasteful family gang domesticated purgatory.

I'm not as high strung about things anymore. Feels good. Heh...

Damned emotions
Sleepless nights
Forget about it
Lose-lose situation
Why just now
Who to turn to
Left answerless
[crys] ;_;

I am emotionally distraught... 3.33am and I can't sleep because of it...and I have work in a few hours...bleh...

...was embedded in my rear-right tire. I was pulling out of my driveway going to work when "poofht." My aunt had just pulled in from work while I was on my way out when she heard the same sound and looked at me with a surprised-curious look. I literally didn't move my car no more than 2 inches when I heard that sound, but still drove a few meters ( Read more... )

My wallet has been housing moths for the past 6 weeks and my checking is bone dry. It's been a long time since I've seen what they call a "paycheck." All because my co-workers (who thankfully have been fired this past Tuesday for their ignorance and dishonesty to my boss) weren't working efficiently enough and on schedule at the job sites they ( Read more... )